DEAR

the same person who makes you upset is the same person who can make you smile . 

dear you . i feeling so down yesterday after i know you meet her . the jealous feeling should not came

you were not mine . every single moment i think that i should let you go , but i can't . 

you make me smile , you make me laugh after you called me . all your words make me insane . make me think that i shouldn't let you go . i should stay with , be with you anytime you needs me . i can be your good friends if you want to . its okey . i'll forget about my love as long you happy with her . :')

i can't

i'm in love with someone's boyfriend . i know , this shouldn't be happend . but the feelings can't be deny .
i like you day by day since 2nd day im in semetrik . firstly i dont even know that you have girlfriends . im sorry.
im sorry for liking you . im sorry because i really fell for you . maybe i should let you go . i pray for the best between you and her .

ye , cinta kita cinta terlarang

A big Sorry

- he confess to me .. its suprised me a lot but . . sorry boy , im not the one for you

now its back

- well i'm back , after 3 months not blogging . urgh i miss this . i miss the moment when i share everything with my followers , but now . my 'old' blog have been removed . why ? because no privacy . i need some space . i need some privacy . this blog , is for me to share what i feel . yeah i share with myself , no need someone else to read what i feel , to know what i think . my life is upside down now . sometimes i feel sad , sometimes i feel super duper happy but sometimes i get stressed for no reason . hmm . its a normal life isn't ? everyone , felt the same way i do . maybe , i should not think too much . i should forget about the pains . make myself happy . hmm .

i miss the moment when i dont even know what is LIFE means . i wish i could rewind the time . the moment im enjoy living with my life . but . .

i should face .. all the problems ... with smile . .